THE PAST TIME
When I was you...
As a flower that has just open it´s leaves... today I can say that it has been a year since I came back from England and seems like if it was yesterday. But only about the memories I have of my house there, the times Eva and me spent doing sunbathing, doing the shopping in Asda, going to the park with Ester, our coffees-chocolate cakes-apple pies... Our crisis cabinets... Charlotte and Top shop... I don´t really have memories about him... for that time he was only phisically because his heart and mind were away from me.
On that time my own life turned around him. My world was his world and I used to think in future living with him, my children were going to speak fluent english and spanish, even portuguese. Everything was an invention that I created in my head. I thought he would share those dreams with me but as always happens in less than two weeks I was changing my future plans for a plane ticket which would send me back to my real life and my own world.
One year later and looking back I realise how blind I was but at the same time I´m happy and proud about myself. I would never change what I lived and I will say thanks to him because he would never make me feel as happy as I deserve. He did to me a favour, he gave me an entire WORLD to discover and enjoy. It´s hard to take off the bandage of the eyes but once you take it you are ready to live, forget and love again as you did before or even more.
